Heavenly 21 Birthday!  / Julie Stearns (Mom's Soul Sister )

Cam, I know this is such a sad day for a parent, but I know you are having a great time where you are.  I hope our Angels celebrate your day the way you want.  Forever 18 and  celebrating your 21st earthly birthday in heaven.

Cameron, I know so much of you lives on as you touched so many lives in your short life. I pray that you can send mom a sign and let her know you are so very close and truly never left her.  I think of you all daily and you are never further than my thoughts.  Love Kyle's mom Julie

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I can't wait to see you....  / Kelly Sharp (Cousin for Life )
So I have moved into my new apartment four nights ago and it's a little lonely... everyone of those nights I have had a dream with Cam in them and everytime I go to look by my side he is right there smiling. I miss you so much Cam... I will be going to Seattle this summer hopefully and getting a memorial tattoo! I love you so much. Close

thinkin of you Cam.  / Dustin Lanier (Friend)
I have been missin Cam lately,just thinkin about all the good times in high school. its just such a letdown to me to not have him here around us,hanging out. he brought a certain light to any room he walked into. i miss you buddy. -Dusty Close

:*( / Kelly Sharp (Cousin for life )
God Cam I miss you so much... almost two years... and still can't think of you being gone...
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Hello / Susie Brookman (Mom's Friend )
I wanted to stop by on Christmas and wish you a Merry Christmas but I was very busy and couldn't but know that you and all my wonderful family on-line have been in my thoughts and prayers....I am hoping that the day was gentle....send your mom some love she misses you so much and I know just how she feels... Close

Hey, / Julie Stearns (Mom's Friend )
Hey Cam,  I hope you are send mom enough strength to get her through the tough days,  Life without you kids here is nearly impossible...but we are surviving.

 Are you  still working on the music you started and practicing  all the stuff you enjoy?  they tell me we do everything there that we do here just less the bad stuff where you live now.  I so wish you could teach the other Angels the thing you did for your mom...that was sooo cool!

Let your love surround mom and dad to let them know your are closer than they think and to feel your presence.

Hugs 
Julie
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Hey, Missing you!  / Julie Stearns (Moms Friend )
Hey Cameron,                                                                                      
                                                                                                            
           Hey, bud, been out of the loop lately, I keep missing your  mom, we seem to be having our difficult times opposite of each other.   I hope you are enjoying you Spring time in heaven, please tell the other Angels I said hello.  Could you please tell mom I mis her and hope all is well.  I know we mom go through so many           emotins and so much pain it is hard to get through this live with out you kids with us.  God has his own plan though and for some reason needed the best kids in the world, cuz you would be here if he           didn't.  I am sending my love   to you and your family. and if mom      wishes can e-mail me if she needs anything.                                     
                                                                                                            Hugs and                                                                                            love                                                                                                                                                                                              
Kyle's                                                                                                 mom                                                                                             
Julie
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Unimaginable / Kim (Clark) Holman (Friend of Mom's )
My heart aches for your loss.  Our boys are the same age.  I remember talking to you on the phone when you told me about Cameron being born.  I cannot fathom what you and your family are going through.  I think of you often.  I'm in Spokane now and hope you contact me. Close

Thank you for sharing your son  / Carlene Hall (none)
I did not know Cameron, I saw his picture in the News Review and logged onto this site.  I lost my son at 19 on 5-25-05.  He graduated from Glide High School in 2004.  Thank you so much for sharing Cameron, this is such a wonderful site.  I am coming up on two years from losing my boy, Willie Chance Wilkinson.  It is so hard, maybe even harder in a lot of ways as time goes by.  I had my first dream about my boy where he hugged me this past Christmas.  He was in a place that I cannot really describe, but he was with a lot of kids his own age, hundreds, they were all happy, laughing and talking together.  It was very comforting.  I hugged him and held on, even though he informed me he was talking and I could hang on, but he needed one hand to talk with (he was a very chatty boy).  I will keep you are your family in my heart and prayers.  Thank you again for sharing your site and your son.  Much love, Carlene Hall Close

miss you buddy  / Dustin Lanier (friend)
one year already.
From the day cam passed, the trip to the mountain has never been the same.Cam was a good friend in high school....it was great to skate at the middle school or run in to him on the mountain.i had only known cam for a little over2 years,first meeting in spanish class,and i feel like ive known him my whole life.his view on everything was so positive...he showed me snowboarding,a gift greater than any. He knows the feeling you get on the ride up to the mountain,and the feeling of accomplishment when you are riding away. i miss you man..-
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First Year in Heaven  / Julie Stearns (Angel Kyle's Mom )
Cameron,
     I hope you can send Mom and Dad some strength to get through this pain filled day...The day when the world stopped as they know it.  It takes so much love to endure the loss of our most precious treasure and to continue  on.  Cam also send them enough courage to continue on this grief journey, They have 365 days down, but still a lifetime to go without their boy.


   On this  one year Angel Anniversary please send your family many Angel Kisses and Heavenly hugs and enough signs  to let them know you are always with them and are happy  where you now are.

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Hope / Eileen Vieira Rob's Mom
Dear Mary - I wanted to say something to you that would somehow make you feel better, but sometimes I am at a loss for words.  So instead I will put down what my 12 year old wrote as her away message on the computer during our first year -

There are days when the whole world goes on and then no one cares anymore of what the pain was like.  These days are the days that last forever in the broken heart of never ending pain; but then there are days where you never want them to end because you know the next day will bring more pain that makes you cry yourself to sleep.

Tonight help those in need.  Talk to someone who is forever gone and pray for someone who has suffered more pain than you have.  A smile   can do more then it seems because there are people who do this   all day. 

So help someone tonight in secret.  I could be me, your friends, your family, hurricane victims, war or the 9/11 victims - anyone, just do what you can and send a little hope to them tonight.  It will make them smile for once knowing that somewhere out there someone cares.

I care.

Eileen




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life in general  / Holly (friend of mom )
Cameron,

Altho I have never met you in person, your mom has made me feel like I know you personally, through our emails and phone calls and now through this great site.  Your smile, well.... I am sure.. it did you well here on earth and is doing you well in heaven too! I am sorry I had to meet you in this way, but I am glad you and Danielle have the opportunity to know each other now, you are alike in so may ways.

Your mom is one very special lady.  I imagine all your family is great, but your mom, well. .. she is an inspiration.  There is no harder thing to endure in life, than losing you wonderful kids.  Your mom is still within her first year of this tremdously hard time and yet she reaches out to comfort others.  Few people in this world are that good. I wonder if you don't possess all that goodness yourself and that is why God chose you to be with him.

I wish you peace and joy in heaven, and all that is good.  Please watch over your family, much much strength is gained when you send signs that you are ok and thinking of them.

Love to you and Danielle too,

Holly

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Oh Mary...  / Eileen Vieira -. Rob's Mom
Dearest Mary - I don't know why but I knew Cam would be beautiful.  I am so glad to finally meet him.  Thank you so much for creating the website.  Close

Cam... you are loved by many and will never be forgotten....  / Inger Lutz (Mom's friend )
Dear Mary and Family..... I know what a hard year it has been... Mary you have been a blessing to me and I am sure for many.  I'm sorry that we have had to meet the way we did, but at least something good came out of situations such as these.  Our boys will never be forgotten and they will always be in our hearts.  Cam was and is a beautiful/handsome boy.... may you feel him throughout the New Year.... May you have a peaceful and blessed New Year..... Love Inger   Someone told me when I miss Christopher to put my hand to my heart and I would feel him there.  How beautiful that is.... That is where Cam is too, in your heart..... Close